That’s when I saw Mrs. Higgins.
Eighty-two years old, standing behind a rusted mower, trying to cut grass that had grown far too high for her strength. She smiled when she noticed me, but it didn’t reach her eyes.
“Beautiful day,” she said, like the sun wasn’t trying to take her down with it.
I should have gone back inside.
My back hurt. My feet were swollen. My life was unraveling.
But something about the way she held onto that mower—like pride was the only thing keeping her upright—stopped me.
“Let me help,” I said.
She resisted at first. Of course she did. People like her don’t give up control easily.
But eventually, she let go.
And I pushed.
Every step felt heavier than the last. The heat made my vision blur, my breath shallow, my body protest in ways I couldn’t ignore. But I kept going.
Because stopping felt worse.
